A Lucid Moment

I'm going to suggest that a part of the not coping-ness may be due to hormone withdrawal. Which doesn't make it better, or easier to deal with, but at least there is a reason. I hate the feeling where the I'm not fully in control of my responses due to hormonal weirdness (I can be quite mental pre-menstrually, when the progesterone levels drop), but at least I know that it will pass. And the same for you, just hang in there for a few days, once you are in hospital there will be nothing for you to do except for look after yourself, and get yourself better physically and mentally.