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Maybe I can procrastinate later.
Dec. 19th, 2011 09:51 pmYesterday was a good day. I managed to spend my birthday attending gatherings to celebrate the birthdays of two other people and that seemed to work out rather well.
Other than that I'm feeling oddly unmotivated. There's laundry I have to do, food I bought that I ought to prepare and so on but I honestly can't be arsed. I'm sure there's something in that which I should think about more closely but again, I can't be arsed. I feel like I want lots of sleep and gentle nothing in particular. I will amble through Christmas and then take stock, I think. I've booked for Rowany Festival so I should think seriously about prep for that. I have a tent but I do not have a bed. Also, although I've said this before, I need to look at garb. I have a sewing machine but the thing sort of confounds me and it's not readily transportable by bicycle so taking it to a friend's house and asking them to walk me through some basic usage of it is awkward.
I think I'm stressing about the secondment at work. I like it but I feel like I'm struggling a bit and need to resolve organising my time. I don't want to make a mess of it. I need to put health insurance into place for surgery more or less now assuming that I will have the requisite funds in about a year's time. I need to arrange electrolysis. On that front, I need to be less profligate with my spending. Really, what it comes down to is I need to be more disciplined in a lot of different areas and I seem to be awfully weak willed in that respect right now; I spend a lot of time going for short term comfort. This will come back to bite me.
Other than that I'm feeling oddly unmotivated. There's laundry I have to do, food I bought that I ought to prepare and so on but I honestly can't be arsed. I'm sure there's something in that which I should think about more closely but again, I can't be arsed. I feel like I want lots of sleep and gentle nothing in particular. I will amble through Christmas and then take stock, I think. I've booked for Rowany Festival so I should think seriously about prep for that. I have a tent but I do not have a bed. Also, although I've said this before, I need to look at garb. I have a sewing machine but the thing sort of confounds me and it's not readily transportable by bicycle so taking it to a friend's house and asking them to walk me through some basic usage of it is awkward.
I think I'm stressing about the secondment at work. I like it but I feel like I'm struggling a bit and need to resolve organising my time. I don't want to make a mess of it. I need to put health insurance into place for surgery more or less now assuming that I will have the requisite funds in about a year's time. I need to arrange electrolysis. On that front, I need to be less profligate with my spending. Really, what it comes down to is I need to be more disciplined in a lot of different areas and I seem to be awfully weak willed in that respect right now; I spend a lot of time going for short term comfort. This will come back to bite me.
